Sunday, April 17, 2011

Their taking it away

So the "force" or whatever they call it. They are taking away my Jedi knighthood. Cuz guess what??? The 15th came and went, and my baby is still in my belly. The 16th came and went without a baby as well. This is like the WORST neverending story in the WORLD! Ok, ok, that was a bit dramatic....my problems are insignificant in the skem of the world. BUT, it doesn't take away the fact that I am very depressed. It doesn't help that I had really strong, painful, REGULAR contractions all last night. THAT STOPPED this morning. That is one cruel joke our body can pull. FALSE LABOR! Do you know what I hate to hear? "That baby will come out when she is good and ready!" In my back of my mind I completely agree...but in the front. That part that understands how uncomfortable I am. That part, gets pissed! More than anything I just want to meet my baby!!! I am ready to move on from the boarding pregnancy, and hold my baby!

5 comments:

Larissa said...

there's really nothing I can say because I know that, "hang in there" "you can make it" and "she'll come when she's supposed to" will make you send me hate email. so I won't say it, I'll just say-- go get a pedicure, drink a tall cold glass of water and soak in a bath--- you need it :) and you absolutely deserve it

Unknown said...

UGH... I can't imagine!

So are you going to be induced? I'm confused??

We are excited to meet her and have more cousins to play with--so mine aren't always the crazy loud ones at family functions!

Geevz said...

I second the pedicure idea. I loved that all the nurses and my doctor commented on mine during delivery :)I tried to do one thing everyday to make myself feel beautiful that last week. Like new mascara, mud mask, etc. It helped. But only a smidge because being pregnant is teeeerrrrible.

I will send all my labor inducing thoughts your way.

Molly said...

Getting induced was the most pleasant of my labor experiences. :)xoxo

Lindsey said...

I'm sorry Jami! I too will send labor vibes your way :) Good luck!