its getting hot!

I really am wanting to post tons of Easter pictures, and all that sort of stuff.

But we have no Internet, and making the trek to my moms WITH my camera is just a little too much for my mind to handle. I haven't come to that type of maturity.

So I will post some of my thoughts. I am sure that my future posterity will want to know all about what I was thinking?

1. It's hot!!! My air conditioning is broken! My lips are chapped! All of these things combined make it really hard for me to remain happy and calm. Instead I find myself getting mad! Like yesterday. I was so happy at work, I was texting Spencer all kinds of love notes. Then all of the sudden I had to leave work...and get into my hot car. Normally it wouldn't be so hot this time of the year, but it had been sitting in the hot sun all afternoon. Thus making the inside of my car VERY uncomfortable. Then I had to pick up Grace...getting Grace from one place to the next is no small thing. Not that I should complain. I only have one freaking kid, and she is joyful. But I still find it hard to muster up the courage to fight her to the car...the freaking hot car. So I fought her into her car seat (sweating). Then drove home. I thought "Wait a minuet. Wasn't Spencer suppose to fix this air problem 2 weeks ago? D@#n it, is he pushing me off? Oh no he didn't!" Then I get home, turn on ALL the fans, and sit on the couch. I start texting Spencer hate notes. Telling him my head will explode if the car isn't fixed PRONTO! Side note: can you only imagine Spencer. One minuet he is getting notes that proclaim UNCONDITIONAL love for him, and then next I am chewing him out! This poor man.
So the moral of this story: I am pretty sure that heavenly father doesn't count being hot and uncomfortable as a legitimate excuse for being mean to your spouse!
I am going to try and be better, even when I feel uncomfortable. Seriously, the human race has been uncomfortable to thousands of years. They lived though it...so can I!

2. Terrible two's. I am NOT going to let this lick me! I must get better. I am pretty sure it is because I have been forgetting to pray. I need to pray for strength and patients.

3. Where did spring go? Where did 73 degrees go? HELLO, it is only APRIL! I swear my soul is calling me to Seattle...or Portland? My soul doesn't like it in mesa(don't tell the people of 85201, they really like it here)...I need green, I need cold, I need boots, and rain! I loved all the rain we got. Most people hunkered down inside...I LOVED the rain, I EMBRACE the rain! Come back rain...come back 73!

4. I have been trying to eat healthier (hello, remember # 3 up there. I can't hide under winder clothes anymore!). I have been really working hard on it. But today was a day that I could not fight the sugar bugs. They came to town, and didn't leave! I was so happy to see them. I hadn't had sugar in so long, and I needed it. I ate sugar all day...and I love it. I don't even feel guilty about it ( I might when I have to put on a swim suit, but not today).

5. Spencer had the stomach flu today. Guess what...he went to work anyways. WHAT A MAN! There is nothing like a hard working man trying to provide for his family! Grace and I were VERY impressed to say the least.

6. What is up with all the bugs? Once again, I hate the hot. The bugs come out to play. I will be running, enjoying myself...all of the sudden I have 20 little bugs in my mouth, and all over my eyes. I am sure the on coming traffic gets a great show! I start jumping around, and wiping my tongue on my shirt. Swatting my face! I don't like bugs...

That is what has been on my mind lately.