I am doing fine on my diet/exercise (although I still haven't lost a stinking POUND). But I just have NO energy. I swear I am eating enough, and I am taking my daily vitamins, and drinking water. I get plenty of sleep??? WHAT the heck is going on here.
I can't seem to pull myself out of bed in the morning. Then I usually go about cleaning and doing things around the house.
NOTHING, I basically have to kick myself in my pants to get myself to pick up the house. I won't even tell you what my room looks like....it isn't pretty. Spencer loves it when our room is nice and picked up, and the bed is made. This is something so simple that I love to do for my man. He gets so happy when he comes home and sees that our bed is made. I makes me feel good that I did something nice for him.
Well after I finish picking up the front 1/2 of the house I have no energy to finish the back 1/2...thus Graces room is suffering as well.
ALSO, I am struggling with doing my school work. I am still doing homework...but I just am not really motivated. I am basically forcing myself to do it so that I don't fail. On a side note...my teacher still hasn't given us our test scores back. I am bugged.
THEN when I go running I am struggling to even finish. I am huffing and puffing...and I'm not even running that fast.
IS THIS WHAT THEY CALL A WALL? Whatever it is I want it to go away and never come back.

On a lighter note....JILLIAN? What was he thinking? I though for sure that Melissa was going home. I don't LOVE Molly for some reason...but she is really cute, and I do love her personality.
But I just liked Jillian the most. She is adorable. And when she was talking to him after he didn't give her a rose....need I say more?
Who is your pick...I am going to say that he is going to pick the person that we all think he will send home next week. Like last season...the show totally portrayed Jason as her pick, and then she picked Jesse. So I am guessing the Producers have something up their sleeves.
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I really like Mollie. She seems fun. Melissas front teeth really bother me. I liked Jillian but didnt love her. I could tell he wasnt IN LOVe with her too. I really love the new picture of Grace on the side bar. SO cute!
I LOVE Melissa but Jillian was my second pick. Mollie bothers me like no other. Seriously. Goodbye Jillian :( As for the wall, you will get over it soon. It's just like forming a habit. Like they say it takes 30 days to break a bad habit (or whatever the time span is) but the more you do it all consistantly it will come as second nature & you won't find yourself forcing to do things. Easier said than done. I know.
Oh man. . . I'm shocked he sent Jillian away!! I thought for sure it would be her at the end. I feel like she was the most ready to be a mom. And, she's so eloquent, beautiful, smart, and basically I just loved her.
In the premiere for the bachelor they showed him proposing to someone with really dark hair. So, either they altered the image or its 100% melissa. I think the latter.
I would say that it is end of winter yuckiness. I'm having the exact same problems.
I loved Jillian too! I thought she was the most down to earth and had the best personality. I only like Molly for her name, otherwise she bugs me for some reason. I think that Jason is totally going to pick Melissa. He keeps saying stuff like she's perfect or that he's been falling for her from the beginning. If he doesn't choose Melissa, he's going to choose DeAnna, which will make me REALLY mad!
i actually love melissa but she is kinda immature. i HATE molly! she bugs me so bad i want to punch her in the face. i really think that he is picking melissa but either way you know it wont last. im just excited to see all the drama! the previews made it so awesome. i have the same motivation problems! but i talked to my doc (because i talk to her like she is my best friend, im weird) and she has been giving me B12 shots and they made a big difference
Oh, I love all this Bachelor talk! It truely is the best show. I am so happy that most people don't like Mollie! First of all, I don't even think she is THAT pretty, and she just bugs me.
I loved Jillian...seriously, I hope that next season they choose her to be the bachelorette.
But I agree that Melissa is going to be the one...
And...who LOVED the make out time with Jason and Jillian in the hot tub. ME!!!! It was super hot, and now I have a dream to make out in New Zeland in a hot tub!
i haven't seen a single episode but it sure looks like i'm missing out...
I assume you're talking about the Bachelor. I have no idea.
BUT, Adell would tell you, in regards to your motivational struggles, to get your thyroid checked. That's what she tells me all the time. She swears by it.
are you pregnant?
Bachelor! LOVE IT! Monday nights are on reserve for me just for that show! I liked Jillian, but Melissa is my favorite. I never thought he would send Jillian home though... if he picks DeAnna when she comes back I will be mad....
Rumor has it that he picks Melissa & then dumps her b4 the after show & that he is seeing Molly. The producers wanted to do this to make it different from the other show.
what the....anonymous...how do you know this?
First, I like Mollie & Melissa. I know everyone loved Jill, but I thought she was okay. I think he proposes to Melissa b/c at the preview when this season started, he proposed to a girl wearing a pinky ring and Melissa has one.
Second, about lacking motivation...have you taken a pregnancy test lately???
After my son was born november 2007, I went on a complete diet/exercise plan as well and was completely motivated. Each week I lost lbs after lbs and the more I lost the harder it was to lose. I also hit a plateau..one of which I was still eating healthy, exercising daily and nothing out of the usual, but all of sudden no more loss in lbs. I realized that my metabolism was fast but it was so used to the routine that it stopped working double time...So I decided I would splurge for a week, placed the diet aside and start again fresh the following week. It didnt mess me up, it actually kick started my metabolism again. Sometimes you just gotta splurge to get your system out of the routine. :) Hope this helps!
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