I LOVE my family!

So I know that in recent events it might seems as though I don't like my family. That statement couldn't be futher from the truth. I love my family SOO much. I am so overcome with graditute from them. I am TERRIBLE at showing graditute. Well I just have a really hard time (this is going to be really hard to belive) telling people that I love how I really feel. I dont' just go around and tell them "I love you", and "wow, I am just so grateful for all you do for me". If I did, I would most likely start crying all the time, and I HATE crying in front of people. SO I am always trying to think of other ways to show how truely grateful I am. I don't think I do a very good job.
My mom and dad do SOO much for me and Spencer and Grace. I will never do enough to pay them back. Well maybe when they are old, and I have to take care of them, which I will gladly do because they have been so good to me. But my mom does everything in her power to help me with Grace. She watches her while I go to school, and she watches her when I just need a break. And Grace LOVES her grammie. She buys Grace all of her clothes, and her toys. She is always there when I need someone to talk to. If I don't want to make lunch, then I go over there. My dad is awesome too. Grace loves her grandpa. My mean seriously...she loves him so much. I called him acouple of day ago to bring me home so apples (they had some extras at work), and then last night on my door step were these beautiful apples. My dad is very busy, and it ment so much to get those apples. My dad is so willing to help me get my flower business started. He has so much advise, and will help me in any way I need. He helped us get our house (well my mom too), and we are so very gratful. We love our house, and all the help they did for us while we were fixing it up. My parents are the very best parents anyone could ask for.
My brother! Ben has had so much go on in his life in the last 2 years...I feel so bad for him. Everytime I see him my heart melts. He is trying so hard to get back into things. I love Ben so much. He is always willing to help me. The other night I was going crazy, becasue Spencer had been gone all day, and Grace was so cranky, and I was trying to get dinner on. I went to give Grace some Tylonle, and I was OUT. SO I called Ben, and he brought me some, and THEN stayed while I did dinner and played with Grace. He is really the best. He is such a handsome devil, and so cool. I am always looking up to him for fashion, and "cool" advise. I am usally really off. Ben is one of my greatest friends, and I love that he is MY brother!
The Deerings! This is my Aunt Kim, my Uncle Keith, and Kyle, and Whitney, and Weston, and Katelyn! They are so awesome. Whitney, and my Aunt Kim watch Grace all the time, and she loves them so much. Whitney will randomly bring over cute outfits for Grace. Whitney has such good taste, and I always LOVE what she brings. My Aunt Kim brings over diapers every month. I seriously have NEVER bought a diaper. I am SOOO gratful for this. YOu have no idea. She will just drop them off on my door. I love the deerings so much. Whitney is also one of my greatest friends. She brought me krazy sub after I had Grace. Isnt that so nice. I can't wait for her to have her little one. I will bring her whatever she wants after she has it.
I love my Grandma! She is wonderful. She watches Grace on Thursdays. Grace loves her too. We call her GGma. She is always willing to help me with whatever I need. I love her!
Last but NOT least, is my wonderful husband. I seriously think being married is the hardest thing EVER. WEll not really, but pretty hard. But it is so worth it with Spencer. He is so nice to me. He truely always has my best interst in his heart. He always comes home and takes Grace off my hands. He does the dishes, and helps me clean. He tries so hard to do the things I want him to (hang things, mow the lawn, ect..). He is so understanding. SOmetimes I just feel like a crazy person, and he is so nice. He never gets mad at me for being weird, or mean, or just being me. I am so lucky to have such a great husband. I never tell Spencer about how awesome he is, so I need to work on that. The very best thing about Spencer is his love for Grace. He loves her so much, and is so good with her. Grace loves her daddy so much. Everyday when he gets home, she runs to him, and crawls all over him. Spencer will always change a dirty diaper. YEAH for that! I love my man, and he is dang sexy too!
SO there it is. My family is so awesome. I am not always the easiest person to get along wtih, so I am really appriacte all the love they show for me.