BUT.....

So I have lots to do (get my cute 3$ chair all churched up, clean!, finish RS stuff..) BUT...that is not what I am going to do at the moment. I simply can't talk myself into it. Spencer has been out of town (I HATE THAT), I don't think it is fair when husbands go out of town while a mom is nursing. HELLO, I don't get to take off without Grace. Spencer says "just go, I can give Grace a bottle, and you can pump". WOW, doesn't that sound like fun, me leaving, and then having to pump every 3 hours on my blessed vacation? Or better, Grace doesn't really take a bottle, I mean she WILL, but she doesn't LIKE it. I just don't understand husbands train of thought sometimes.
I also don't want to do anything because I have a freaking STYE in my eye!

I get them a lot, but this one is my worst. I would give you a picture of MY stye, but I don't want to take a picture, and then have to download it. It is really painful (not unbearable) but just bothersome.
I also have mastitis! For those of you who don't know what it is..I don't want to explain, just know it is NOT fun! It is also not unbearable, just really bothersome.
So I am just bothered, but Spencer off having the time of his life, and me sitting here in a messy house, with bothersome pains.
I know I know, I should just let him have fun because I love him. But I am not that good of a wife. I believe in equality. Mostly I am just mad that I have this damn stye, and mastitis.